Wait or Go (v2)

**From a post dated 5/11/2005...

My patience, will power and self-control are being put to the ultimate test for the past few days...

How do I bear?
How do I compete when my conscience tells me not to?
How do I let you know what I feel when you don't even give a shit?
And if I get the chance to tell you, will you even care?

I am hurting.
I am trying my best to understand all these until they make sense.
I just want you to know that I am thinking of you everytime.

Will i stay?
Did I ever cross your mind today?
Did you even bother to tell me?

I am tired.
But that doesn't mean I am giving up.. on me.
I've got so much love to give.

I still love you.
I will always do.


**breached...