Fusion: 5/1/06 - 6/1/06

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Quote #12: Companionship

Find someone who understands you...
and also hope you are that someone who understands her/him..
The intelligent like to guess people's heart...
Although everytime they get it right, they will lose their own...
The innocent and naive love to give their hearts...
Although they get laughed at everytime but they would have won over other people's hearts...
The fish said: I can't see my tears because I am in the water...
The water said: I can feel your tears because you are in my heart...
  • -excerpt from "The Missing Piece Meets the Big O" by Shel Silverstein

Closer

"It's not hard to fall, and I don't wanna lose.."
~Canonball

I've been to so many relationships but I've never been the cause of any break up, not even close to it. I've read one time, whether be it a joke or for real, that when a third party enters into the scene of a relationship, it is a way of showing you that you're not meant for each other. I'll leave the thinking, and judgement, to you.

But what about marriage? Morality? Decency? Self-worth? Respect? Does love conquer? Does love rejoice in pain? Does it thrive on selfishness? Sacrifice? Martyrdom. Right, from wrong. But what is right anyway when it comes to love? Isn't love always right regardless of the situation? When does love become wrong? Does it ever become wrong? Love can never be wrong.

I am, right now, confused about something. Whether to continue loving or to just let go. I did not expect things to turn out this way. Maybe that's how love happens. It just does - to anyone of us. Unexpectedly, I fell. But where will this lead me? When and where am I suppose to stop?

Maybe I shouldn't stop. I shouldn't stop loving because it's not wrong to love. I will love from a distance. From a place where I will not hurt anyone else - but myself. I once said, "I will settle for the closest way I can get to you..." Maybe that's what I am supposed to do. Love is not selfish. It shouldn't be.

One thing I can't say right now is "goodbye".

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Selfish - Sunset Daze

Someone I hate, she thinks she’s great
And loves to state the obvious
You’re next to me, entirely, let’s wait and see
Someone like you, selfish it’s true
All you can do
It’s plain to see, entirely, you disagree
No sense of reason, I think it’s true
Why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, what do I have to do
There’s no-one else you’re deceiving
Sometimes it’s true, forgiving you is hard to do
It’s crystal clear, could end in tears
And not something I can feel sure of
No sense of reason some think it‘s true
Why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, what do I have to do
There’s no one else
No sense of reason some think it‘s true
Why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, what do I have to do
There’s no one else you’re deceiving
No sense of reason, why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, there’s no one else
No sense of reason some think it’s true
Why did you have to believe them
No sense of reason, what do I have to do
There’s no one else you’re deceiving
Why did you have to believe them

Friday, May 12, 2006

Quote #11: Close to you - (Ripped from the lyrics of the song with the same title)

Do you find solace in the sun?
Do you consider life as one?
Do you believe there is a limit
To how fast a man can run?
Someone said you're born alive
Well I don't feel that alive
No I don't feel that alive
I don't feel that alive

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Love Generation - My Generation