Spring Time in April

It's been a long while and I had difficulty logging in. But what the heck I'm here, still alive. I survived. So long, f*ckers! I am BACK.

I missed this place. I haven't been here for almost a year and it feels like I haven't been in touch with a lot of people already. I must admit, been busy the whole time trying to rebuild my career and myself. At this point, I should say I have regained full power and control over my life and I am happy.

On second thought, not really.

My realization now is, along the way I have lost friends who, in their own way, focused with that they want to have and be in the near 2 years of their lives. I am almost thirty. The sound of it sends a feeling of anxiety. In two years and 4 months, I will be where most people dread to be. I say, not me. And heck, 2 years and then some is still a long time!

In the meantime, I will continue working for my future so I don't have to worry about the up and coming. While doing that, I hope to meet my old friends so we can share stories and catch up.

I miss the good 'ol times. I know I can't bring them back. But at least I can still share some time with the people who shared their lives with me a few springtimes ago. Who knows, when I walk out of my room, I'll chance upon an old friend hailing a cab. Tough luck. But it happens.

LOL.